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Let go

You can not always be in a good mood but they expect you to be that good person you always are.

Well.. we’re human right? We’ve got the right to feel emotions. We have the right to cry in the shower.

We have the right to ask for being left alone for some time because we need some time for ourselves.

You get so tired of giving that one day you’re like “I’m done! I can’t do this anymore. People who want to stay can stay if they accept me with all my mood swings, my flaws, everything, if they can’t do that, then please leave.”

If you’re angry some people won’t try to calm you down instead they’ll ask you to go back to your place where you’re not supposed to get angry and have arguments because well, that’s something you didn’t used to do before.

Why can people not be the way you are with them? Why can they not help you get through different phases of your life? Why do they only want to see your good side?

Honestly leaving and letting go is very difficult.

But sometimes it’s the best thing you can do for yourself. It’s better than holding on to something that keeps hurting you.

Guilt making me not work

You know what I feel like right now ? I feel like I might be diving into depression but then I might be confusing depression with guilt.

I know I should be working harder on something, but that thing requires a lot of hard work and I know I can’t work as hard as others are and this is overwhelming me.

This feeling of not being able to work that hard is making me not even work at this thing. The guilt of this is eating me and I think that what I have is depression but it’s mixed with guilt.

I worked so hard before, day and night to get where I’m at but if don’t work hard now then that hard work of mine will go to waste and that breaks me.

You know when you workwd hard on something before and you come to the conclusion that that work wouldn’t matter if you don’t work now.

But I need someone to patch things up for me and no one understands that. I’ve got my family and they’re counting on me, they’ve got certain expectations they expect me to meet.

My family says that we’re here when you need us but I don’t know, I feel like this time they can’t help me and I don’t have anyone who could help me in this.

Honestly this blog is turning into my diary but I enjoy writing and sharing my part of life. That’s why it’s called “Life Blog”.

Regards 💕

No sibling of the same gender

You can be girl or a boy but if you don’t have a sibling of the same gender then you’ll definitely know what I’m talking about.

I don’t have the sibling of the same gender and I don’t get along with my siblings because they just don’t get it.

I look for a sister in every friend of mine. But obviously people in this world are selfish and they’re not aware of that fact.

If I want to talk to my friends they’ll seen zone me for a day and then text me the next day that “we were busy” .

Well maybe you were but I just needed you at that time – now I’m fine.

My heart always breaks when I see siblings of the same gender getting along so well that I cry my eyes out before going to sleep.

Not that my sibling don’t try to not make me feel alone it’s just that I can’t help it. It hurts.

Quit being a people pleaser

Living to please others is something we should let go of. I hated it when people disliked something about me. I would change my likes and dislikes to their likes and dislikes but it has never helped me.

Being a people pleaser kinda eats you from the inside. It makes you feel like you’re not enough and you know what? You’ll never be enough for people who require pleasing. Get that through your mind.

Don’t change yourself for people.

I was a person who didn’t have a personality of her own. I would be different with different people. I would study the people the first week after our introduction and everything and become the kind of person they liked.

But there came a time when I had a lot of questions in my mind like:

1. Can I not be myself with people?

2. Should I care if they don’t like the way I am?

That’s when I became myself. That doesn’t mean that I became a rude person or anything but what it means is that I stopped pleasing people.

Because it was affecting my health in a bad way. It is overwhelming when you have to act the whole day. Act a person who’s not you. You cry yourself to sleep sometimes. Look into your reflection and ignore your beauty and cuss at your flaws instead.

Keep one thing in your mind, everyone. You are amazing. What people think and say is their problem, not yours. Don’t mistreat people. Stay humble.

Be true to yourself. Be you.