Let go

You can not always be in a good mood but they expect you to be that good person you always are.

Well.. we’re human right? We’ve got the right to feel emotions. We have the right to cry in the shower.

We have the right to ask for being left alone for some time because we need some time for ourselves.

You get so tired of giving that one day you’re like “I’m done! I can’t do this anymore. People who want to stay can stay if they accept me with all my mood swings, my flaws, everything, if they can’t do that, then please leave.”

If you’re angry some people won’t try to calm you down instead they’ll ask you to go back to your place where you’re not supposed to get angry and have arguments because well, that’s something you didn’t used to do before.

Why can people not be the way you are with them? Why can they not help you get through different phases of your life? Why do they only want to see your good side?

Honestly leaving and letting go is very difficult.

But sometimes it’s the best thing you can do for yourself. It’s better than holding on to something that keeps hurting you.

Not at peace

My mind’s not grateful enough. Even though everything around me is peaceful it comes up with stuff to disrupt that peace.

I keep on looking for a person who could help me with calming my mind when I know it’s only me who can do anything about it not some stranger from the outer world.

Poetry on “Defeated”

DEFEATED

Mind filled with rage
You find yourself in a cage
There’s nowhere you can go
And nothing can be done

Growling to yourself
Glaring at your reflection
Even though you’re not at fault
But, maybe you are

Mind filled with confusion
You’ll have to make a concession
There’s no way you can egress
Now everything seems pointless

Talking to yourself
Screaming in your pillow
Afraid that someone might discover
That you’ve been defeated

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I wrote this when I was going through some hard times and was very depressed. I hope you like it.